Play, Pleasure, Pain- Sick of this erratic pattern? - Acknowledged it!

I have always been an impatient person all my life arising from the dire need of being recognised.

The behaviour grew stronger and became an erratic emotional pattern over a while and developed into a sense of selfishness/ego.

So every time I was stuck in a hard situation- personal, professional or otherwise I made it harder for the environment around me and myself to breathe. Made it look like the end of the world.

The worst part being came out of the situation being unthankful of the environment that help me fight through it.

The sense of Exuberance made me lose the sense of sanctity in me and made this erratic pattern an inevitable HABBIT.

Experienced the same emotion a few days back as I went through the toughest transition of my life strongest to date.

And I tried dealing with it in the same manner that I had been dealing beforehand but the only difference this time was I wasn’t served with the solution on plate.

This hit me hard and made me realise that it was time to break the pattern of- Play, Pleasure and Pain.

It is important to acknowledge the repetitive factors killing your progress mine was Ego and Impatience.

Recognising mine is definitely brought me peace not that I have been able to overcome it overnight but trying to suppress is definitely giving me fewer headaches.